jennyd

Wow

I went to the doc. last monday and I weighed 163. I could not believe it. I need to lose weight so bad. I just can’t get into a routine that works..I can’t stay motivated at all. My wedding is less than 1 year away..I want to be skinny on that day. I want to wear a small size dress..I don’t want to buy a size 12 wedding dress!!!! At least a size 8 would be nice…I just dont know how to get motivated. It’s so hard. I get craving and my mind just lets me eat them…I hear myself saying that I should not eat it, but I do anyways!!!!!!!!!!! I want to be 130lbs………I can see myself skinner I just can’t get the energy to work out 4 or 5 times a day..I do one day and I’m done ……… what am I suppose to do??